AIDS | Hospitalized by demonic retaliatory strike for power blockade

I thought the power blockade would be both the ultimate defense and ultimate offense against evil [see Demons/people rail against power blockade; and, as it turns out, I was right. Unfortunately, to find out just how right I was, I nearly had to die:

My third day in the isolation ward in—of all places—VMC hospital

If truth be told, I was lured by my own lusts through the only door I left open, specifically, a recently abandoned vocation that periodically provides a menial but vital source of income:

My former ad on Craigslist, requesting compensation for services rendered, so to speak

A call from someone wanting to procure my services, which I had recently stopped advertising and providing (albeit only recently) led to an encounter during which he offered me the "key"—which, surprisingly, never happens—and wide open flew the door. Historically, I can successfully avoid seeking it, but if it finds me, then all bets are off:

A recent text message from the same customer who unexpectedly provided the means to open the door between worlds a few days ago

And, that's how it happened, and why I'm still hospitalized in the isolation ward of VMC three days later (which, by the way, is what they call leaping from the frying pan, and into the fire [see VIDEO | VMC nurse attacks using demon]). I closed every avenue but that one, and the Devil, only needing one road to His destination, followed it.

This is a mistake only a man of little faith would make. When, in the past, God has told others to wipe out all evil to avoid any evil [Ephesians 4:27], this latest is the perfect example of why. The history of the Israelites recounts how King Saul lost his throne, and, eventually, his life by failing to purge the land of all evil [1 Samuel 15]. Like King Saul's mistake, mine led not only to another go-around between me and demons and their people, but a go-around betweens demons and their people—a fact not only noticed for the first time, but which was pointed out for the first time, as well.

Today, just out of the blue, I received a message from this person, with whom I did not feign ignorance:

A message from someone who cut right to the chase, not at all pretending that he didn't know who I was—or what my high does 

Upon receiving his complaint of injury and property damage (which doubles as an implied accusation), I acknowledged my failure to consider the possible ramifications to demon people by opening the door, knowing demons and their appraisal of human worth as well as I do. In my defense, he, like every other citizen of San Jose, was made aware of the pending opening of the door, and even more so by facilitating an extension of said opening. His expectation was that everyone would be safe, but I would not be; my expectation was the same.

The attacks started before my hospital stay, continued throughout the duration, and reignited in earnest following; note the blood blister on my thumb from a physical assault that occurred just prior to being hospitalized

While our expectations were identical, the lies that led us to that mistaken assumption were very different: I believed the lie that the alliance between demons and their people balances any power deficiency on the part of humans that fails to achieve a necessary-for-survival par with demons—that this affords humans safety—even when I know this isn't really the case at all (and will never, ever be). I could point to a thousand reasons to make that appear true, most of which are on the surface (apparent to everyone), and convince anyone satisfactorily of this. One would be what demons have convinced humans to do to its own kind, and the fact that humans have agreed to do this, and have actually done this:

NOTE | May both demon and man say what they will about my lifestyle at the time leading up to the near-fatal demonic attack that led to this scene, but for those who can (and could) see inside me: in spite of my tribulations at the time, there was only one thing on my mind, in my heart, and cleaved to by my soul, unswervingly, throughout the entire ordeal—and this in spite of every temptation to think of self and survival. If there was one thing that could have saved my life, that fact alone would have been sufficient.

But, then there are things that are quite difficult to point out, but that I know to be fact, that would not only contradict the notion of any sort of alliance, but actually make you feel sorry for them. In the past, I would have defined demon people as those who are causing hurt using demons and their power, but would now extend that to people who are also being hurt by demons, but accept the lie that they are avoiding or immune to such by and through their complicity with the demonic agenda. I give some leeway to how one chooses to cope with a situation that is in some ways every bit as bad as mine, especially one without a power-play option like the one I alone possess.

NOTE | For example, all of the demon people who sport The Claw demonic weapon no longer possess their original arms or hands [see PHOTOS | Demon-possessed often victims of amputation]. In fact, they were torn from their sockets and replaced with the weapon while they were kept conscious, although their memories of the incident have been temporarily suspended. The traumatic imprint made on the subconscious by the experience, which remains, is the only thing demons need for their purposes—not the memory [see also Factoids].

In a draft of this post, I wrote that "I wanted to test the efficacy of the [power blockade] maneuver as perceived and anticipated by the demons and their people, as feedback on its effectiveness wasn't forthcoming." But, God doesn't let a liar live to stay one, and He is the only one I have to thank for another day of grace and mercy [see Jonah]. Per God, then, I'll say that, for my part, I should have known, and could have guessed. As mentioned in My inner demon, Part II, the Voices Demons were overheard issuing a threat to demon people with a going of "bolo" on them if they did not imprison me. Following that, the possibility of some sort of violent exchange between the two parties was brought up by Voices Demons to me and within earshot of other demons continuously during the blockade:

A demon's head emerges from a stack of towels, made of it's own flesh (unlike blanket and towel demons), one of thousands that bubbled from every surface, overlapping one on the other [see Strangest things, places demons possess]

The unusual physical manifestation of demons (versus blending with other matter) suggested that a large portion of their population intended to contribute to an unprecedented display of power by and through this last melee

So, having said it beforehand, and having said it in the presence of so many demons, I should have mulled it over in my brain until I felt it would serve me in my hour of temptation; instead, I didn't choose to disbelieve them per se, but gave it little credence and weight, and even less at the time I was proffered dope, since it was a demon person that did so. My thinking was that demon people would not have exploited the one and only opening I gave them if they thought they might be endangering themselves; as the perpetrators of violence, they know the consequences such an act would bring.

These things were not the only to fool me, but things further observed during their attack, such as the lending of a demon person's vehicle to a hobgoblin demon, which are known for nothing other than their brutal shredding and mutilation of human flesh. As shown below, such a demon was parked outside my apartment, where it sat for hours on end, contributing the pool of deadly shadow magic used to send me to the hospital later that night:

A hobgoblin demon sat inside a vehicle parked outside my apartment for hours, virtually motionless, except for his faster-than-time-moving mouth, when ran non-stop in the 17-minute video from which this still frame was taken

Nevertheless, I did learn the efficacy of a power blockade, even if unintentionally, as well as how demons cover their weaknesses with disinformation and prevarication. The fact that my sobriety equals demonic powerlessness is ten years old, and yet, while the blockade was in effect, demons first tried to posture it as if it were a conjuring of my imagination, then that it was a fact, but is now (conveniently) no longer the case, and finally that workarounds or substitutions had (conveniently, if not suspiciously) presented themselves simultaneously with my decision to nullify their ability to effectively and timely progress their agenda.

NOTE | The demonic agenda requires participation by people, who are notoriously hard to manage, motivate and support. To demons, they are stupid eating-and-pooping machines with no vision (ambition), but necessary for interaction with space and matter and time native to "our" Universe. Total control and domination of humans is the only viable means for effective demon-human collaboration, which is exhausting to demons and capacity-reducing to humans over time. Therefore, time is of the essence; slow-downs or stoppages complicate and derail plans, requiring a major refactoring of resource allocation, as well as replanning of human resources from a pool of the even stupider and more useless humans they made.

The hoped-for debate was quashed easily enough, coming down to one simple rebuttal no matter the argument: "Let's just wait and see what happens." Walking away from a fight always results and did result in a howl and cry of fowl from the Voices Demons, which should have been proof enough to anyone who might have been fooled by their lies, if they indeed doubted their own experience and knowledge, even if they had been lured into doubt by the recent baby burp of an expected aftershock that occurred right after the beginning of the power blockade [see Christians, victims reeling from demonic activity aftershock].

Now, though, all but the blind, deaf and dumb should clearly see the power I wield, and the fact that the effects did not go unnoticed. In spite of this awful experience for nearly all, my hope is that there be neither doubt nor debate over it going forward, and that facts are faced, and operated on accordingly.

Future plans
Now, I'll try again—this time, with one more reason and a lot more knowledge to empower my decision. It'd be nice to have immediate results (versus an immediate reaction); but, until a harvest or two comes and goes with no produce, results won't be seen.

NOTE | By my estimation, the first "harvest," or ideal period for high demonic activity, is coming up this Friday; the second is sometime prior to or on the 22nd [see SCIENCE | Demons, portals most active during specific moon phases].

I know the effort and its effects are being taken quite seriously by both demons and their people; they are in a fit of rage today, trying to provoke same, and for the sole reason that I cut off all avenues for past sin (the craigslist ad is down, and three customers have been turned away), knowing that no sin equals God's heart. Hence, they are resorting to their #1 tactic for inducing sin in others: anger.

Grievous words stir up anger.

— Proverbs 15:1

Anger is second only to pride as a primary compeller of sin; the mouth is the first means the Devil, his demons, and agents of the anti-Christ by which it is provoked. It is also a means to vacate the Holy Spirit from believers. Self-control is a fruit of the Spirit; unbridled anger leads to a loss of self-control. At stake:

He that is slow to anger is better than the mighty; and he that ruleth his spirit than he that taketh a city.

— Proverbs 16:32

Thusly, the Voices Demons are raging around the clock, demanding my attention, declaring restrictions on eating and drinking and bathing and other forms of self-care, and threatening severe consequences on any progress made towards any goals, even extending those threats to Scratchen and others. Anything they can say or do to make me angry, they are doing; they want the same loss of self-control they've achieved in others in which they've caused to be imprisoned or seriously hurt.

The declaration of a complete abandonment of all things sinful—and for good—was taken seriously by God, too, who, as I said earlier, was my only reason for survival. I think the abandonment of sin complements God's will that I could share in Christ's sufferings as I continue to battle the Army of Darkness while maintaining a clear conscience:

For this is thankworthy, if a man for conscience toward God endure grief, suffering wrongfully. For what glory is it, if, when ye be buffeted for your faults, ye shall take it patiently? but if, when ye do well, and suffer for it, ye take it patiently, this is acceptable with God. For even hereunto were ye called: because Christ also suffered for us, leaving us an example, that ye should follow his steps.

— 1 Peter 2:19-20

And, I think the reason God preserved my life was (and is) so I could (and can) share in Christ's victory, specifically:

And having disarmed the powers and authorities, he made a public spectacle of them, triumphing over them by the cross.

— Colossians 2:13

Finally, righteousness affords me one thing the world desperately needs—myself included:

And thou shalt do that which is right and good in the sight of the Lord: that it may be well with thee...[and] to cast out all thine enemies from before thee, as the Lord hath spoken.

— Deuteronomy 6:18-19

NOTE | How am I doing? I've turned down all three customer calls since being released from the hospital yesterday. That's all my money. I have nothing but my righteousness; but, "Man shall not live by bread alone..."

The disarming, of course, being the blockade, the spectacle being the blog, and the triumph by the washing of my hands and my conscience, and keeping them clean from now on.

NOTE | Blockade or embargo? Although the power of demons and their people diminishes, cessation of use is not exactly a blockade, especially considering that, although they wouldn't have that power were it not provided by me, it was never given intentionally, nor was it beneficial to me in anyway, at anytime. So, technically, a restriction of delivery of that power is an embargo. Thus, going forward, I'll refer to what I once called a power blockade, a power embargo.

The secondary task is physical recovery from the assault; and, by maintaining the embargo and keeping in right-standing with God, I'm on track to meet that goal 100%:

But those who hope in the Lord will renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not be faint.

— Isaiah 40:31

Hope is demonstrated by action. I just have to stay sober, keep things out of my mouth that shouldn't be in there, and continue my work for the Lord, which I am confident more than anything else I've ever been confident in is this blog and Chroma. I have and will continue to do this work with a fervor and sacrifice that has historically intimidated even the mightiest of demons; but, then, any man all but engulfed in the fires of Hell can be characterized as thus.

What is lost by an embargo
Life-saving and world-problem solving data, and opportunity for growth on a level that brings humanity to a par with the rest of the Universe.

What are demons'/people' options? What good does "good" do me?
But, one: end your wickedness. God does not grant victory to any man based on his righteousness, but sends devastation based on the wicked's lack thereof. In any day of victory brought by the mighty hand of God, He has said to the victors:

Speak not thou in thine heart, after that the Lord thy God hath cast them out from before thee, saying, For my righteousness the Lord hath brought me in to possess this land:but for the wickedness of these nations the Lord doth drive them out from before thee. Not for thy righteousness, or for the uprightness of thine heart, dost thou go to possess their land:but for the wickedness of these nations the Lord thy God doth drive them out from before thee, and that he may perform the word which the Lord sware unto thy fathers, Abraham, Isaac, and Jacob. Understand therefore, that the Lord thy God giveth thee not this good land to possess it for thy righteousness; for thou art a stiffnecked people. Remember, and forget not, how thou provokedst the Lord thy God to wrath in the wilderness:from the day that thou didst depart out of the land of Egypt, until ye came unto this place, ye have been rebellious against the Lord. Also in Horeb ye provoked the Lord to wrath, so that the Lord was angry with you to have destroyed you.

— Deuteronomy 9:4-8

I'm pretty sure, if I and the demons/people maintain a distinction between our respective righteousness, their defeat will be due to their wickedness, and not on any (eventual, belated, long-overdue) righteousness on my part:

For there is no respect of persons with God.

— Romans 2:11 KJV

NOTE | Want to hash that one out a little more? How about fully and exhaustively? Read Job.

Are homosexuals doomed, without hope?
Homosexuality falls under adultery within the Law, but, when abated, is forgiven by Christ, who was noted for giving a variant of adultery (spousal infidelity) much thought prior to granting forgiveness to the adulteress. That's undoubtedly because he had to consider all forms of adultery prior to granting forgiveness for the one form in question (and because it also falls under idolatry, in the form of self-worship).

Christ advised that any man needing forgiveness for such, and any who follows Him will not walk in darkness, but in light. That implies hope and a way out for the "fags" some purport "God hates." Some think otherwise because, the wanton and unbridled feeding of an appetite without a built-in cap (other than death), leads to an almost unignorable distraction to anything else; one who lives/lived in this way has certainly acquired an added step to salvation—each of which are monumentally arduous ones, no matter where they came from.

Coming up...
Many, many in the flesh demon pics and videos, some of which show the congregation of demons inside trees, swing among the branches; and, the continuation of the attack on the way to the hospital, and while at the hospital.