The Life of a Demoniac

How a demoniac at-war factors Jesus in his decision to live or die is an interesting one, and, now facing this very decision, I've decided that these two Bible verses better apply: For whosoever will save his life shall lose it: and whosoever will lose his life for my sake shall find it. ( Matthew 16:25 ) ...and... For none of us lives to himself, and none of us dies to himself. For if we live, we live to the Lord, and if we die, we die to the Lord. So then, whether we live or whether we die, we are the Lord's. For to this end Christ died and lived again, that he might be Lord both of the dead and of the living. ( Romans 14:7-9 )   If they didn't apply, I would probably choose life—just to give myself more time in this world to become relevant to it. But, I digress. Back to this big decision I have to make today: whether to stay in Indiana or to head back into a full-scale war for my life and that of my little family (Long and Scratchen) in California, which some...

About this post: these are my preliminary notes about a topic I never intended to know anything about; I'm no expert on mental torment by demons—who would want to be unless they needed to be? So, if anything in this post sounds a little simple-minded, I wouldn't be surprised. Maybe someday I'll be more proficient at explaining to others how it all works, even while going through the actual experience of it at the same time; but, for now, it's all I can do to keep my brains together...literally. So, bear with me. I don't know if they are smart enough to know they're doing it, but demons and their people actually work your mind in a way that is completely and totally contrary to sound Biblical doctrine as it pertains to the way God wants you think about guilt and sorrow and past hurts and fears and doubts. In fact, their strategy for taking you down with those negative emotions mirrors the polar opposite of the God's will for edifying and strengthening ...

This post is a draft—no, more like a mess; I have to take care to explain why I'm engaging the enemy through legal means, what's at stake, and why people—and not just demons—have to be in the line-of-fire (this is a constantly-asked question). Not only that, but I have to justify the monumental and life-threatening decision I've made to go this route, biblically. Beg pardon while I attempt to do that. Not only that, but there's just  a lot to say about this problem, and writing about it coherently and cohesively for the audience member that may or may not already be familiar with the story is hard. So, what am I waiting for? I just sent out letters to neighbors and tenants of Ayala Apartments, asking them to weigh in their awareness of and injury by drug-dealing activity and related crimes at that location; I'll give them another week or two and see what happens. After that, if there are responses, I'll offer my data to the district attorney's offi...

My day today was supposed to look like it has every other day for the past month and a half (or so): My former plans for today Primarily, it would have consisted of wiping and mopping and washing and scrubbing at the homeless shelter where I also live. And, like many, many of the other days I spent at Little Orchard , I would have been doing so in a literal minefield, where even the restroom could result in bombardment in the form of multiple blows to the head, neck and shoulders from demonic bombs planted inside the stalls [ see PICS | Demonic "bombs" define territory and confinement areas ]. Instead, I'm at SFO airport, waiting to board a flight to my home state of Indiana: My ticket home NOTE | My last trip to Indiana was in November 2012, and is recounted in Voices Demons harass, threaten United Flight #44 passengers, pilot  [ search for Indiana ]. It was a spur of the moment decision; but, it seems like the right thing to do. Mistakes were being m...