The Life of a Demoniac

A sexual interlude that was recorded on video two nights ago at The Watergarden shows multiple demons harassing me, while ignoring my partner. The green-colored head of a small demon peers from behind a leg which it joins the hip (content-edited) Over a dozen different demons appear in just under two minutes of video; the presence of countless sucker demons, attaching themselves to limbs where they (supposedly) rapidly atrophy muscle tissue, can also be seen. NOTE | The Voices Demons do this on a daily basis, claiming on an hourly basis that they want to take away all my "muscle mass," so that, "in the future, nobody likes [me]." The also claim that they "can make someone look like they have HIV disease, even when they don't." Moreover, they have stated time and again that the goal is to make me look so, in addition to rendering me blind, incapable of using my arms and legs by degenerating the ligaments in my knees and elbows, and damagi...

Approximately one week ago, I was kicked out of my home, two days after paying $700 to the house manager, Lee Ayers, Heaven's Gate Recovery Homes, without any of that money refunded. Left homeless, without food or money, without transportation or shelter, I've been relying on the kindness of strangers, while hoping for the best. That may seem like a vain hope, even if you only consider what you've read on this blog (because you haven't even read half of what's happening yet); but, just when I think life has hit rock-bottom, I find this in the mailbox at my now-former home: A bullet was taped to the four-page death threat by mail Why might I consider receiving a death threat by mail hopeful for my situation? Because I could use the   help from those whose job it is to handle these types of things, and I am sure that this, in combination with other things, should lead to such help. NOTE | To learn about the law enforcement's blasé attitude towards issues ...

The smell of Double Diamond cigarillos, hot, fiery and angry. A homeless man smoking Satan's Choice didn't mind me borrowing his pack to take this photo That's way better than burnt electricity, which is the way I described the smell that occasionally pervaded my illegal studio apartment at 471 East Julian Street in San Jose to the public health department in Santa Clara County: To: phinternet@phd.sccgov.org [mailto:phinternet@phd.sccgov.org] Subject: A resident has contacted you via PHD Sent: Sunday, December 11, 2011 7:27 PM From: James Alan Bush [ theoknock@yahoo.com ] Message: On multiple occasions, the air in my apartment becomes suddenly filled with a strange smell, and my skin (and cat's fur) will spark like static-cling, but pops louder, sparks longer, and is very bright. My skin becomes tight and red afterwards, as if I have a sunburn. I can only describe the smell as "burnt electricity," if that makes sense; I think you'd have t...

In the Book of Job, when God told Satan he could do anything to Job but kill him, Satan chose to make Job look and feel as sick as was possible. In chapter 7, verse 5, we read that Job was covered in sores that had worms crawling in them:   5  My flesh is clothed with worms and clods of dust; my skin is broken, and become loathsome.   True to form, demons still do the same thing today, albeit more subtly. There are only minor changes to the proportions of a man's anatomy that render him "sick" in the eyes of his fellow man. To make the most noticeable change in a man—which is a change that can't be hidden by clothing, and is a part of the body most viewed—the demons know to atrophy or skew or distort the head, face, neck, shoulders and upper chest (see still frames, below ). This is achieved with sucker demons' ability to cloak to near-invisibility, penetrate the skin (or attach to it) with little to no sensation, and soften (and then bend) bone tissue, inclu...

A clip from a new video shows a much smaller and fainter green orb of light at my old apartment on 3311 Princeton Way #5 in Santa Clara: You can see the orb near the floor, just to the side of the shelves and in front of the door. I leave the camera pointed at the area in which I first saw it to show that this is not a lens flare. After its first appearance, the orb reappears after less than a minute, and then ducks towards the bed. There are already two videos featuring a green orb of light, specifically: Green Orb of Light Evades Camera Specter of Demon Illuminated by Light Glare

It flew just like the white sucker demon in Sucker Demon Flys [sic] into My Apartment , but had an elastic-like quality to it like the gray sucker demon in Sucker Demon in My Bed . In fact, the only difference was that it was red. A red streak shoots from a pile of clothes on the floor and towards the camera That's right: sucker demons come in gray, black, white and red; and, yes, colors do matter. White sucker demons are the least shy, and are the most likely to be seen flying; black and gray sucker demons typically reside in clothing and bedding, and do most of the heavy lifting when it comes to moving body parts (like knocking your feet from under you, etc.). Both white, black and gray sucker demons are plentiful; however, I have only seen a red sucker demon twice, and not since I was first "introduced" face-to-face with sucker demons in October 2011. Today, at The Watergarden, however, I inadvertently caught a red sucker demon (I think) on video, in spite of th...

A series of video clips made in my room at The Watergarden show the face of a blanket demon that was formed with such precision it is discernible from a much wider angle than most. This expert craftsmanship is rare, in that most blanket demon’s faces are only viewable from the initial angle at which they were originally discovered. Half of the face of a blanket demon is blended with a pile of clothes on the floor, and looks like the grouchy face of an old man The videos themselves were made as soon as the tell-tale signs of the presence of demons started, and mostly show the camera panning the room, looking for signs of demonic activity. The blanket demon's face is revealed whenever the camera is pointed at a pile of clothes on the floor. From another angle, so you can see that it's not a coincidence that a face appears in the pile of clothing (it is truly 3-D) In them, you can see half of the face of a blanket demon, which looks like the face of a grouchy, old man:...

At The Watergarden , a specter of a skull slowly approaches from behind: Other entities with skull-like faces and/or heads are shown in the following videos: The Spectre of Death Camouflage Terror Spectre of Death, Camouflaged The Face of the Spectre of Death Miniature Demon Pulls and Shakes Pillow

What was so scary the morning I caught the curious eye of a chroma-saturated demon on my cellphone videocamera, which was transmitting images through my router and to my laptop from outside, is that the demon looked like me. Screen capture taken on March 28th, 2012, at 5.08 AM Aside from giant irises and a huge scar running down its forehead, this demon is pretty much a look alike (see lower left corner). If I hadn't been sitting at my computer at the time (see right side of screen), I might have thought it was. This photo isn't the only evidence of demons (somewhat) duplicating people. For example, there are: Mirror demons , one of which guessed wrong as to how many fingers I was going to throw out in a game not dissimilar to the game Jim Carey and Morgan Freeman played in, "Almighty Bruce." My thumb is up and my hand is straight in the dress mirror, but there is no thumb showing in the bathroom mirror, and the hand is angled differently; the...

When it comes to God, how I feel and what I think are very difficult to put into words. They come out clumsy and disconnected sometimes; but, I'm going to make the effort here, anyway. I think it's time well-spent—that is, trying to understand God and sorting out your feelings and thoughts along the way—and I'll never get it right if I don't try (and, I definitely think it's right to try when it comes to your improving your understanding of God, even if you don't intend to do it publicly, as I have chosen to do). Psalms 139, as of right now, feels like the closest match for me at this point in my life, and is presented below. Along the way, I've added my own notes to show which parts resonate with me the most, and how they resonate. See also Psalm 27: Whom shall I fear? Demons? Of whom shall I be afraid? People? Psalm 140: My most earnest prayer 139  O  Lord , You have searched me and known  me. 2  You know my sitting down and my rising up;...