Friday, September 30, 2016

DOUBLE FOR MY TROUBLE | Stanford doctor doubles testosterone regimen

Instead of your shame there shall be a double portion; instead of dishonor [you] shall rejoice in [your] lot; therefore [you] shall possess a double portion; [you] shall have everlasting joy. For I the LORD love justice; I hate robbery and wrong.
After years of fighting to keep and maintain my much-needed prescription testosterone medication regimen both with demons and their people, at least those who are employed by or otherwise affiliated with Santa Clara Valley Medical Health & Hospital Systems (VMC), I finally received a breakthrough by the graceful, merciful and Almighty Hand of God.

15 vials of testosterone cypionate, 200 mg/mL each
Per Dr. Paul Ford at Stanford Medicine, I will now receive exactly double the dosage of my original prescription of testosterone beginning this month, and every month for the next year.

Every 30 days for one year, the prescription will be renewed
There will be no requirement for a monthly reassessment of my need for it, either.
NOTE | Before, VMC required monthly reevaluation of a condition that does not heal "just to see if you still need it," and that by a different, unfamiliar and uninformed doctor virtually every time.
If you read past posts on this topic [search: testosterone; search also: pituitary], you'd also think God responsible for my good fortune as I do, especially after watching the disgraceful acts of former endocrinologist Dr. Crapo, who lied and otherwise concealed and falsified blood tests results in order to justify withholding this vital medication, knowing that any real test would have clearly demonstrated a medical need for hormone replacement therapy.

A video posted to Dr. Crapo lies, gets caught in same, shows a tired and frustrated demoniac (i.e., me) spending nine or so nonsensical minutes at a medical consultation with the doctor, attempting in vain to decipher Dr. Crapo's cryptic reasoning for terminating the therapy altogether, in light of the fact that every blood test prior showed near non-existent levels of natural testosterone, and while every treating doctor prior concurred that the cause for the deficiency is incurable.
Within minutes of obtaining the "smoking gun" video of Dr. Crapo being caught in a lie about a non-existent medical report, every web access server within a mile radius suddenly went dead, thwarting my initial attempt to post it to this blog
A subsequent video then shows a blood test lab technician clearly and blatantly confirming that no such blood test for testosterone levels was ever conducted on the date that Dr. Crapo claimed; a subsequent review of medical records showed that tests that were conducted prior at other times showed a severe deficiency in all cases. Dr. Crapo claimed that, while low, my levels were acceptable, and that the immediate and permanent cessation of therapy was advised, when, in fact, they were at the lowest measurable level.

Follow-up posts recount numerous repeated and failed attempts by a series of ineffectual and otherwise inept lawyers, hospital administrators, a replacement for Dr. Crapo, who was appointed as his replacement after he retired, and at least one local politician to remedy what nearly all of them agree was a wrong to be righted (the replacement endocrinologist excepted). One post describes a doctor formerly employed by VMC,  but which now works at Stanford, refusing to even see me or treat my illness by referring me to another doctor, having heard of the situation by and through his former ties to VMC, and wanting to express his disdain for me and his support of Dr. Crapo and his predecessor, Dr. Winslow, with whom similar issues arose years ago at VMC Hospital.
NOTE | Apparently, it was my handling of the issue that drew his ire, in that I posted the video to a widely read blog (i.e., this one); as a world-renowned blog writer with world-renowned issues, word travels fast and furious and quite publically when it's put here. Publicity is par for the course for me; but, for others, it can undoubtedly be disconcerting, particularly when you are an otherwise highly esteemed medical professional who got caught in a lie that could lead to a patient's early death.
The new regimen, which prescribes one vial (1 cc) every 2 to 3 days (whereas, previously, it was administered once every four days), starts as soon as the prescription is available from the dispensing pharmacy, NimbleRx.

The news, which came today at my medical appointment in Stanford (Palo Alto), California, was unwelcome with my demonic enemies, whose subsequent attempt to "correct" Dr. Ford's refusal to support their agenda of providing only inadequate medical treatment to their victims failed due to a wall of demons in opposition to them, which was erected between them and said doctor. This barrier-maneuver was discussed and agreed upon by participating demons prior to the granting of an increase in the dispensation quantity, being known that there would undoubtedly be a negative and likely physical response of force by them in response to the increase, and that an increase was warranted (particularly the round-the-clock, public advertising by the Voices Demons of their intent to destroy my body, which I am not only subject to day and night, but also the general public).

Update on Saturday, October 22nd, 2016
Nearly three weeks after submitting my prescription to NimbleRx passed before I received it today; needless to say, the past three weeks have been arduous ones. No small attempts were made to keep it from me, and several persons were exposed as demon collaborators, who might now have wished to remain unknown—particularly, now that they were defeated in totality, and, especially, because supporters previously unknown to both parties (me and them), now have more to sink their teeth into. All bad for the enemy.

On that note: while there was a lot of help, the bulk of the weight and the brunt of the opposition was borne by me; but, thanks to the media powerhouse that is this blog, and the loud-ass mouths of Voices Demons, I can deftly deflect most issues by simply calling them out here. Not a bad return on my investment of just over five years as a blog writer, the anniversary of which was just last week.

Funny, I had to be reminded of that fact by a few of my over 600 LinkedIn associates:
A smattering of congratulations of 5 years of blogging about the world's only enemy of consequence, and being the only one to do it, and do it well

Tuesday, September 27, 2016

CRIME | Tracking a Voices Demon

Initially, I intended to update this post every five minutes, as I wrote it; however, an appointment came up, and I make no $$$ otherwise.. (That was written two days ago; since then, I've been distracted, as I knew I would be, by various this's and that's. I'll get back to this when I can.

Basically, this post is going to suggest old-school tactics for tracking a criminal, but for finding demons and their human hosts/collaborators. It'll lay out the need to do so, the reason behind that need, the challenges in the face of any solutions that addresses the problem of demon-human crime, and will show a couple of examples of what that might actually look like in action (by and through a letter requesting assistance in tracking a demon's location to a society of bird-watchers, and a letter asking permission to disseminate published research on said demon, which may help others).

Following is a smattering of all that so far.

The reason for enforcing law across worlds
I laugh at the self-imposed title, "Ghost Hunter," which many who purport to find ghosts apply to their role. First of all, it goes the other way around—from the top (ghost), down (human). It is known by anyone who actually comes into contact with real ghosts that one can place a request for contact, but can't force an answer, and one can only take advantage of a ghostly quandary or phenomenon that forces the ghost to answer or otherwise make an appearance, but cannot actually create that quandry or phenomenon of their own accord. In short, the home field advantage always goes to the ghost.

With demons, not so. Demons can hide (or cloak or camouflage), but they can't run. And, with someone who might call themselves a demon hunter if they were cruel, but is, nevertheless, a door, that top-down restriction does not apply. Such a person (or door) can be opened that demons can't resist entering—and that not by weakness of resolve, but by nature of physics. An open door on their end is more akin to a whirlpool that drains into our end. If they're too close, they get sucked in; when the whirlpool stops, they wash back up where they came from. The stronger swimmers can stay here longer; the ones that can grapple onto something can stay here permanently (i.e., possession).

Because a door could conceivably funnel hundreds upon hundreds of species from as many different worlds, our end will (and has) seen all kinds: the good, the bad and the ugly. It is the ugly, and the obvious need to address the ugly, that this post intends to begin addressing.

Where ugly lives, why it's hard to fight
One of the hardest facts for a victim of demonic activity to stomach is that, where there is a demon, there is a human behind them. That means if a demon is hurting you, it is doing so by certain, required means provided it by a human. It's even harder when that human is a close friend or relative, which happens more often than not. All of the victims I've encountered that accept this fact, and that eventually make a connection between their demonic woes and someone close to them, tend to fail in taking appropriate, corrective action (the only action that makes sense to take when your life is being taken from you). My own mother? My lover? How can that be? At that point in their comprehension of the full depth of their problem, they stop listening to and applying any and all known survival tactics and defense strategies that work. They rationalize, invent their own (ineffective) means of dealing with the problem, wait for God to fix it (even though He saw it coming and allowed it, and had no intention of watching you wait afterwards), and otherwise suffer needlessly, while eventually reasoning that, like all other problems they've had with a relative or spouse, things will work out if they give it time or try really hard.

The Exclusion: the ugliest of all
Because the human-connection requirement renders a demon-led killing agenda such as The Exclusion highly vulnerable by the mortal and otherwise physical nature of a demon-allied person (or demon person), around-the-clock training and activity monitoring is meted on demon person and victim alike to ensure that the demon person stays out of harm's way, and that the victim remains unaware of the nature extent of the demon person's involvement or is distracted from or rendered unable to pursue remedy against the vulnerability (i.e., the demon person).

This task is assigned to Voices Demons. I have found in my fight against the Voices Demons that the difference between good and evil is as wide as the difference between bravery and cowardice. While Jesus would walk on water in a storm-tossed sea, these nameless, faceless and otherwise cloaked demons would likely climb into a submarine in a sprinkler.

The only readily detectable attribute of a Voices Demon is the sound of their voice, which you can hear when they speak (that also happens to be a channel of their power); otherwise, they are neither seen nor felt. They can move quickly, and can communicate telepathically with countless varieties of demons, in addition to humans. Not only that, but they can instantly connect and communicate telepathically with any other demon or human that is communicating telepathically, meaning that all such communication is open to them, and that nothing can be done clandestinally on that level.
NOTE | There is one possible exception, as described in An unidentifiable, Voices Demon-resistant entity discovered; but, even in that case, the Voices Demons were at least aware by merit of one side of the telepathic conversation intercepted. This is clearly a rare exception, as indicated by the fact that they were so bothered by their inability to identify the demon in question that they actually came to me for information and feedback. That reeks of desperation, and anger over a failure they are clearly not used to.
Needless to say, Voices Demons make fighting back extremely difficult (as they were meant to do), in that they can strategically position their demonic weapon-wielding human counterparts so that they have safe and effective access to victims by and through knowledge of the victims whereabouts (or intended whereabouts), their capabilities for fighting or fleeing (as provided by financial means or physicality) and the emotional state of the victim (whether the victim can be intimidated into inaction or whether the victim is angry enough to defend themselves by assault, overt or otherwise).

Consequently, that makes Voices Demons the number one target for victims who are not in a position to take action against demon-person perpetrators, and makes finding them the first objective.

How to ask for information
Ironically, one of the best ways to find a Voices Demon is to listen and talk to them. Traditionally, I have always advised against this first and foremost to victims of this kind of demonic activity. Unfortunately, the incessant chatter of Voices Demons means that, in reality, if you're a victim of their insidious means of torment and violence, you're eventually going to talk to them anyway. They will find a way to engage you in conversation, and will find a way to make it mentally impossible not to (by causing brain damage or inflicting pain).

Whenever that becomes the case, I advise victims to make good use of the fact that Voices Demons will talk about anything to fill a day with distraction, including personal things, like birds, for example. Here's what I did with information a Voices Demons imparted about a flock of birds it saw:
Dear James, 
Thank you for contacting The National Audubon Society with information on your bird pattern research. Audubon’s scientists rely on dedicated people like you to let us know how birds are faring. Citizen science projects such as Audubon’s Christmas Bird Count, Great Backyard Bird Count, and Hummingbirds at Home provide vital information that helps scientists understand how birds respond to both global threats like climate change and local threats like habitat loss. 
For more insight into the birds you are seeing, we recommend reaching out to your local Audubon chapter. They are the on-the-ground experts in local communities across the country and have a wealth of knowledge about the birds in your area. You can find chapters in your area on the Audubon website at:
Audubon Near You | Audubon 
Get outside with an Audubon chapter, nature center or sanctuary in your area.

If you need further assistance, please contact Member Services by phone at 1-844-428-3826 or by e-mail at We are available to assist you between 9 am and 6 pm EST Monday through Friday.

Thank you for all you do for birds!

Member Services Department
National Audubon Society 
From: James Alan Bush
Category: Education
Subject: Identifying current location of a particular bird species at a given time within the season
I'm tracking a serial stalker, who commits aggravated mayhem (and, eventually, murder) against his victims, and I have only a few pieces of information to work with that lead to his hideout. One such piece is a comment overheard by a witness, in which the stalker described the particular species of birds he observed flying in flock on a specific date.
An example of aggravated mayhem perpetrated by Voices Demons. Damage-in-progress to my left eye—the first eye Voices Demons intend to blind, slowly—as revealed by an in-motion digital camera with the aperture set to a long exposure time; this technique is one means by which cloaked matter and otherwise invisible demonic activity and entities can be revealed in digital media during a period of high demonic activity (when chroma-causing EMF radiation leaves visible imprints on CCD sensors, though not on the human eye)
Knowing that birds fly in patterns based on the season, and knowing that birdwatchers and ornithologists track these patterns with an accuracy that impinges on the border of a near-psychotic obsession with detail, I think I can narrow down the location of the stalker's hideout to fewer geographic possibilities. 
The Audubon is undoubtedly deeply connected to this community, and, as a consequence, the best candidate for directing one to the proper resource for acquiring up-to-the-minute flock pattern data. 
If that is the case, will you please provide me with a list of possible resources, who can assist in this matter? If so, time is of the essence, as implied by the nature of the crimes committed. 
You may contact me by phone at (408) 685-4049 or by e-mail at 
How to ask for permission
In this post, I intend to make references to passages in a book written by a writer from the Middle Ages(?), who took a similar approach to the demon problem as I; of course, instead of a blog, he wrote a book. Here's my e-mail to the custodian of that book:

I'm researching the legality of republishing a portion of Pseudomonarchia Daemonum in an upcoming post to my blog, The Life of a Demoniac, and am writing to make you aware of the nature and extent of the republication. 
The post describes ways to ascertain the location of carriers or associates of a particular type of demon (called Voices Demons), who purport to be a legion of Astaroth (although they pronounce it slightly differently). In the aforereferenced publication, this demon god is described in a manner that represents the shared characteristics of Voices Demons, as they pertain to not only their abilities, but their personal interests, as well. To the end that such a description would help readers identify locations of Voices Demons, as would the description define the nature and source and allegiance of any demon involving themselves in specific human activities, governance, and the like, I would like to republish that description. To-wit:
Astaroth is a great and a strong duke, comming foorth in the shape of a fowle angell, sitting upon an infernall dragon, and carrieng on his right hand a viper: he answereth trulie to matters present, past, and to come, and also of all secrets. He talketh willinglie of the creator of spirits, and of their fall, and how they sinned and fell: he saith he fell not of his owne accord. He maketh a man woonderfull learned in the liberall sciences, he ruleth fourtie legions. Let everie exorcist take heed, that he admit him not too neere him, bicause of his stinking breath [lit. "because of the intolerable stench which he exhales"]. And therefore let the conjuror hold neere to his face a magicall [silver] ring, and that shall defend him.
As a means of introducing the source of the text above (although unnecessary for the demon-tracking), and to highlight the uncannily and eerie similarities between the mission of my blog and the stated intent of the author in publishing his book, I would also like to also include the foreword. To-wit:
[Lest the monopoly of the Satanic faction remains hidden, I wanted to attach to the end of this book On the Illusions of Demons this "Pseudo-monarchy of the demons," taken from the archive of the Acharontic (i.e. hellish) vassals. My intent is not to present before all people blasphemies of the bewitched kind of men who are not ashamed to call themselves magi, their curiosities, deceptions, vanity, tricks, impostures, deliriums, deceiving the mind, and obvious lies, but rather that they may be unwilling, when they can be seen in the bright light of day, to let their minds run wild (hallucinari),1 in this most infamous age, where the kingdom of Christ is so attacked by the immense and unpunished tyranny of those who openly perform the sacraments of Belial, who will no doubt soon receive their just reward. To whom I willingly and gladly dedicate these wasted hours, if perhaps through the immeasurable mercy of God, they might be turned around and live: This I beg them with all my soul, that they may be happy and fortunate. But lest anyone who is mildly curious, may dare to rashly imitate this proof of folly; I have omitted passages from this study, in order to render the whole work unusable. Truly this is entitled by an unstable2 kind of person, The Offices of the Spirits, or The Book of the Offices of the Spirits, or, the book calledSolomon’s Apprentice,3 concerning the princes and kings of the demons, which may be coerced with divine and human virtues. But (now) to my so-called Pseudomonarchia Daemonum.]
If this impinges on your rights in any way, shape or form, please inform me at your earliest convenience. As soon as the post is ready for publication, I will forward a link. In the meantime, visit my LinkedIn homepage to learn more about me and The Life of a Demoniac blog.

Following is the custodian's response:

The custodian of an old manuscript about demons grants permission to use excerpts for my work

Saturday, September 17, 2016

VID | Miniature-Joker Demon

Today, I captured a Miniature-Joker Demon on video, who is so named for its bone-white complexion and blood-red lips, both of which look painted on รก la a circus clown (or, obviously, The Joker):

In addition to the eerily similar likeness of his lips and complexion to that of The Joker [see image, below], the demon shares a pair of dark eyes, sunk deep into sockets as black as pitch:
The Miniature-Joker Demon (circled)The same demon (shown left), baring his teeth

Unlike The Joker, however, this demon stands only three feet high (or so).

This is not the first demon to appear in this location, which is just in front of a closet in the living room of the apartment in which I am staying. In fact, demons can be seen congregating here nearly always.

Several months ago, I posted a video showing a green, not-quite-hobgoblin Rabbinic Hobgoblin demon in the same location; the Vacuum Cleaner Demon is now known to occupy that same space.

Saturday, September 10, 2016

PREVIEW | Enhancing images of demonic activity using GIMP 2.9

Two in-progress edits on either side of the original (center) of a video made during a period of high-demonic activity using GIMP 2.9; the goal is the same as with similar images posted, specifically, to take advantage of chroma-causing emissions from cloaked demonic activity to study the cause of most diseases, aging, and injury; the spikes and tendrils shown in the image are cloaked matter and entities, and were placed there in order to deform and age my face, and other internal damage

A portion of an image-processing session using GIMP 2.9; the image was made during a period of high demonic activity, at which times chroma can be enhanced in an image to reveal some forms of cloaked demonic activity.

A portion of an image-processing session using GIMP 2.8, this time with another subject, who is also assaulted in the above-described manner; note the protrusion of cloaked "spikes" on his head, which are equidistant from each other, and aligned in rows

Following are two still frames that were, like the above, also enhanced with GIMP 2.9, and for the same reasons. GIMP 2.9's ability to use fractions as values in the stock convolution matrix filter, and the ease of applying color contrast enhancements it provides (due, in part, to the addition of HCL and HSV channels as layer blending modes), produced the best results of any technique applied to similar images posted to this blog in the past:

The original still frames for both photos are shown in the left column; the enhanced versions are shown in the right; both of followed by close-ups of key areas of the image, particularly, the face and back

NOTE | My skin doesn't actually look like that...yet; but, it did look like that to my digital camera during that particular period of high demonic activity, at least in low-level lighting. The giant crater in my back is where I constantly feel something piercing my skin during such periods; I can feel it with my fingers, and it can be pulled almost out, although never quite all the way out. Unfortunately, the more you pull, the more you feel the need to pull (like an itch you have to scratch), and that's what caused that crater you see in my "ethereal shell." I can feel similar things on my face, but I try not to pull on them at all. They are doing considerable damage already without my help, having aged my face heavily since this started. The combination of these things and the damage done to my pituitary gland [see VIDEO/PHOTO | Smoke trails from head where demons burn insides; see also Demons and AIDS], demons are well on their way to achieving their goal of making me look like an old man before my time [see Demons modify peoples' looks from birth to affect social standing, later to punish or control].