PICS | Inner demon, part II (and other odds-and-ends)

Post in-progress; odds-and-ends from the past 24 hours (think of these as pre-notes to the more complete notes that are the posts to this blog)...

My inner demon, revisited


Inner demon, Part II
Remember this face from The most comprehensive collection of demonic possession videos? Here he is again, resurfaced:

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From another video...
Different from other pics showing my inner demon is a near-total body transformation, which is captured in multiple frames in a number sufficient to present a ...:

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None of the above still frames look that great until you compare them to a still frame showing me (versus the demon); it's the contrast between the two that creates a clearer distinction between the two completely different persons, who happen to be occupying the same space:

Standing in direct light (from my iPhone camera torch), I appear as usual; the still frames above show what I looked like after stepping into shadow
As I move forward and out of the light, my face begins to exhibit the familiar Orlock features previously shown in [link]
As I move even further, the once-Orlock features warp into the beginnings of my inner demon
The tell-tale coating of chroma begins to appear on the surface of my skin, similarly to [link], as the transformation into my inner demon advances
The shape of my head changes drastically after only a second of exposure to shadow
The complete series of still frames showing the transformation between me and my inner demon are posted to my Flickr Photostream.

Twilight and the demon cloak
This video demonstrates that a possessing demon's cloak tends to express itself in its victims during periods of high demonic activity, and when the victim transits from light to dark (or vice versa). As I pass from the direct glare from a table lamp to the shadow cast by furniture in the room, I fade in and out, like demons transiting from non-cloaked (visible) to cloaked (semi-invisible):



This video is similar to the one in VIDEOS | Cloaked (or semi-invisible) demon people, in which a woman is shown to fade in and out as she passes in front of my camera; unlike with this newer video, a connection between her environment and her cloaking isn't clear.

Addition to known demon vernacular
When real and not a visual hallucination...the projecting demon calls what humans may regard and call visual hallucinations "casting shadows." [derived from the practice of "shadow magic"]

When a "Tuzzo victim" complains of injury due to acts of torture by demons and their people—even in their own minds (where thoughts are broadcast to Voices Demons)—it's called "taking sides in an argument," and the consequence of doing so is a physical act of violence (such as a "noggin' crunch," which are described in Demonic bombs, noggin' crunches and flying demonic snakes for breakfast.
NOTE | Ironically (or not so ironically when it comes to the Voices Demons), sighs of relief are punished identically to complaints about injuries they inflict.
Addition to known demonic torture (aka behavior modification) tactics
Demons have methods of convincing the mind that is senses danger in one's sleep (routine "bad" sleep is used by demons for what-the-hell-ever). In children, they induce nightmares; in adults, after determining what memories or situations stimulate emotions (as expressed by sound) that [impact the victim's mind even while asleep, and even without awareness or memory of the stimulus afterwards in the same way as if the situation was real and the victim was aware of it].

Things overhead of the Voices Demons
Things Voices Demons say to other people I'm not supposed to hear:

"Break him in, break him in, break him in to a new ha-ha..."

"Give him candy..."

"Take him down a peg..."

"When he's buzzing, hit him in the kidneys..."

"Bone him..."

"Hit his feet..."

"Heart attack..."

"Really work his feet...funky feet..."

"That funky feeling in his feet is Tuzzo-y to his ..."

"If he doesn't go to prison, we'll go bolo on this town."

"Okay, now make a wish and blow out the candles; that's what I used to say when I was a little girl."



BIBLE | Christians, victims reeling from demonic activity aftershock

It looks like I've neglected to mention that, even after the cessation of the hellraising drug, crystal methamphetamine—which only works by and through me as such—I tend to produce aftershocks (if you will) or waves of heightened periods of demonic activity for a time. Although they come and go in spurts, they can be somewhat regular, lasting only a few days, but recurring over a period of several months. It can be quite awhile, then, before that door from which demons come closes to a degree sufficient enough to preclude the heinous acts many of them have made an industry out of committing.

Most demons involved in things Nazi-esque usually run out my clock, so to speak (or, wait me out), whenever I make a declaration of sobriety (most recently called a power blockade by yours truly), knowing that, even if I do somehow get dry, they'll still enjoy multiple, continued opportunities to conduct business as usual; and, they also know that, even though those opportunities will eventually cease, I'll probably relapse before then, thereby opening the door anew.

For the past ten years, they've been right; but, in spite of that consistency, demons have always erred on the side of caution, investing only so much time and devoting so many resources with the expectation of a one-shot chance and possibility of a return no larger out of the time they've been granted greater power.

That is until recently. Perhaps A.A.'s mantra that one is "powerless over their addiction" sank into the heads of demons, or perhaps it's just that I appear to them to be without self-control and prudence, but demons have clearly anticipated continued power and access as provided through me, based on evidence of an ever-growing, demon-borne societal infrastructure that takes more than one shot to build and maintain and use.

That means it's time to get serious, and time to pull the plug for real. So, hopefully, this post is one of the very last ones that will ever describe a "period of high demonic activity," except for the occasional aftershock—the topic of this post.

Speaking of which, this post describes some of the activity that occurred during this most recent aftershock, which has lasted for about three days, and which is now at its peak right as the moon is in perigee. It's a small one, and was preceded by near-total powerlessness on the part of demons for a couple of weeks.
NOTE | That's not an indication of how things are going to go; it's just what happened, and what I observed.
That brief period of quietness led me to hope for a quick end to demonic mayhem—a hope that was recently dashed by yet another spate of picture-posting by the plastic-wrap wearing lady I've mentioned on this blog before [see UPDATE | Demons, their people continue to exploit, cause suffering via open portals], and by other outward signs in my neighborhood, which are also indicators of demonic activity (in that they happen altogether, and only when demons are afoot):

This man has one thing right: he's a victim of something......but, his facts are a mixed up; it's a demon problem—nothing more, nothing less
You'll note that I've implied that these aftershocks are usual, and so are the reactions by persons afflicted by them; so, why mention them at all?

Well, my dad might be having some problems with it, and that's unusual (not so much the having of problems, but the fact that they were mentioned to me). Before I talk about that, though, let me explain the particulars of my family dynamics that are relevant for your consideration.

My dad's side of the family and my mom's side of the family are completely separate. Anything that I've mentioned about my family on this blog so far has only been about my mother's side of the family. So, any opinion you've formed from things you've read here about my family should be discarded completely when reading about my dad or his side of the family. Dad is a new topic, and should be treated as such, entirely.

That having been said, here's the exchange between us text message-wise as I walked to church this morning:

Out of the blue text messages cause worry in a seasoned demoniacNonetheless, I'm surprised at how schooled I am in the problem......particularly on a spiritual (and practical) level
I think he might be masking some trouble he's been having......by turning this into a religious Q & A......which is fine—this is a terrifying problem to admit to

This part is about ghosts, which I know so little about, and have had so little contact with
You should read these texts thoroughly; they probably answer questions you have yourself, and they undoubtedly pose and answer questions you should have yourself.